I want to create a clean, light, healthy space in my chest. Presently a hard, heavy rock seems to dwell there. Expectations, concerns and worries have settled in my body and are trying to take root. Time and energy to eat well, exercise, meditate and pray will create the opportunity for new growth.
"I'm not a king."
In "The King's Speech," the character breaks down and shares this deep belief about himself. The movie affected me more than I could have predicted. I am supposed to sing solo at a benefit concert in February. Though I've rehearsed a ton already, I believe I cannot do it because I am not good enough, don't deserve to do it, will only embarrass myself, do not belong up there with those other people, etc. I am not a king. My wish is to let this go and do it anyway.
Let go of wheel-spinning.
I'm so, SO ready to let go of wheel-spinning and worry and figure out a way to– finally!– make a living doing what I truly love. The very idea of jumping off that cliff scares the bejeezus out of me, but frankly, I'm not getting any younger here! It's time.
Write the stories.
I want to let go of being afraid to write and embrace it and write the stories I have wanted to tell.
What is your answer to this question: What do you want to let go of, and what do you want to create in 2012?
You can submit it here and I will post several a day as we count down to the launch of my new 37days site on January 5th, 2012 with a free, online party! Come! Over 950 people have registered so far! I'll be giving away lots of books, 2012 Life is a Verb calendars, and free classes! Bring your own cupcake and I hope to see you there!